aurfael

aurfael @ 2005-04-13T11:17:00

2005-04-13T09:35:41Z

Argh. I'm getting so frustrated. Dx

Sometimes I wanna jump and sing and everything - I'm so happy I could fly !

And sometimes the hours go by so slowly - it seems like they are hardly moving at all.

And then again sometimes I bring myself to the lowest of low and cry all night because of some stupid comment I got.

I'm so insane. o_O;;

Having problems with Brian at the moment. .. I think. o_O;; Seems like we never talk about whats important, but if we do we always end up in a huge argument. Like Sunday night. -_-;; I was so sure he'd leave me forever. Dx Ijustwantedtodie.
And then we talked things over - but it still doesn't seem 100 % right. Dx
Maby it's just all in my head.

Work is starting to get really boring again. I've read about 8 books the last week. o_O;; *at* work.
I might be going to one of our campus stores next week - that might be a challenge as I know *nothing* of the books they sell. xD
I can't wait for summer to come.

Oooh. My summer is gonna be awesome. :3 Well - almost awesome atlest. xD
I only get 3 weeks of payed vacation this year cause I didn't work a full year last year. o_O;; Thats a whole lot of years.
Anyhow - I'll survive with 3 weeks cause next year I only work 6 months and I get 5 weeks of payed vacation. 8) Me and my friends are going to Spain then I hope. <33

Back to my summerplans: From June 27'th and until July 11'th - I'm having my super vacation. <3 Starting with a festival in Denmark called Roskilde. <3
www.roskildefestival.dk <- for more info. :3
Bands like Green Day - Foo Fighters - Black Sabbath and so on are coming ! I can't wait!! The festival only last for 3 days but we're gonna be there a week to party and stuff. xD
There will be drugs though. o_O;; I need to watch my drinks. :3
I still can't wait. <3 We're gonna be a whole gang of my friends going down there. Most of them go every year - but this is my first.
Mum wouldn't let me go last year. xDD No wonder.

Anyhow. After I come back from Roskilde I'm spending the remaining week with my mum. And she said we might take a trip somewhere !! :D
We've been talking about going to London for a while - so I hope she's trying to get us there. <3

And since my dad is moving next week - to Stockholm (capital of Sweden) - that means I have one more place to go see without paying shit for it. xDD <33
Talked to my dad on msn last night and he said he was kinda nervous about going there. o_O;; I dunno - I hope he'll do allright. The most important thing now is to see him happy. <33

I don't think I have much to add right now. o: <33

~love love love

aurfael @ 2005-03-30T12:22:00

2005-03-30T10:29:31Z

Aurfael is distressed.

If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that.

brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

Holi crap. o_O;;

'Tis so true !

Oh my, another post ?!

2005-03-29T12:11:56Z

You've seen it all now. I'm actually updating this thingy. xDD

Well. I just wanted to add my little dilemma - and tell you about my Easter.

Dilemma is:
My dad lost his job a couple of weeks ago. Not cool. Dx And he was trying to sue the people who fired him. Dunno how that went. Anyhow - he got an interview with some people from a big carimporting company in Sweden, and was really really psyched about this job - if he got it.
It sounded like something for him, so I encouraged him ! :D <3 Good daughter. :3

Now I got a message that he got the fucking job ?! It's in fucking Sweden ?! Stockholm to be precise.
I dunno if I should feel happy that he got the job that he needs and most likely will be staying in for a long time - or if I should be upset that he's moving so far away from me ?! Dx
I mean.. my little brother will probably have more issues with this than me, but I still think it's horrible to have my dad so far off.
I was thinking about moving back next summer and finishing my school - but I dunno if I wanna do it if he's so far off. Dx

Easter was good btw. xP I got to spend a lot fo time with my dad and my friends. <3 And I got to visit my mum aswell.

-- nothing more to say right now, I might update more latezorz. xD

~Aurfy~

Long time no me..

2005-03-22T10:15:48Z

Guess who's back ? o:

Yes ! It is I! Aurfael! Pia! YOUR ONE AND ONLY PSYCHO FRIEND! o:

News in my life:
I have turned 18 ! :D
My brother has turned 15 !
I still love Brian with all my heart and then some. <3 I so wanna be with him. Dx NOW !
Tried to start a "bring me to America" fund - but nobody donated. xP
Still working at the bookstore. Missing my family more and more each day. I think I know what I wanna do the next years now though. So it's an improvement.
My dad lost his job -and he's really depressed and stuff, I just hope he'll survive this. He's forming a lawsuit against the people that fired him though.

Currently:
Questing for hugs on Gaia - so send me a PM or something ! :D
Sleepy.
Easter break is starting tomorrow. I'm going home to my dads place. <33
I'm filthy poor.

Like .. really really really poor. Dx I don't have monies to do anything - not even eat !
I need to calculata my expences a bit better -but it' wasn't really my fault. Lath month I bough my ticket to Roskilde - thats 1400 kroner. about 1/3 of my paycheck !
This month I got my phonebill - my contacts bill and I have to buy a new subway pass for a grand total of 2300 kroner !
So you see ?
Good thing I'm going home and getting free food for a long time. xD

Future:
Going to Roskilde! :D <333 Seeing Ozzy and stuff. I can't wait!
Going to a Slipknot concert in June 15'th ! <333 Joeeeeey!
Gonna save up to go to America soon. :3 <3 Briaaaan! xDD

Thats it for now. Hope you got updated!

aurfael @ 2004-11-08T11:48:00

2004-11-08T11:13:54Z

Harr.

I think I had the best weekend ever. xD

Except I didn't sleep at all. xP

Friday I had to close the shop - but I didn't actually mind.
(I found out that I save a lot and lot of hours from working Saturdays so yay ! I might get one extra day off soon! And Christmas will probably be bussi bussi - so I'll get a lot of extra hours there. xD )
Then I had to go buy stockings (Fishnet and black ones) and some earspeakers for my discman (cause I runied the last ones ^^;;).
With all that done I actually managed to catch my train !! o: I rox. <33

My dad picked me up at the train station and told me that my lil bro was with him this weekend ! I was sooo surprised - but soo happy. Cause then I got to spend time with him again. <3

And so - all I did on friday was just relaxing with my dad and my lil bro, Having a blast and falling asleep on the sofa. xD

Saturday -
I was woken by my lil bro playing his computer at 9 am. -yawn, so tired-
Did nothing untill we decided to have breakfast at 12. xD
Then we went to town. Me, my lil bro and mi dad. It was so nice. <3
I bought my dad a fathers day pressie and hid it in my bro's room. xDD Gonna send him an SMS on Fathers Day (Nov 14'th) and tell him to go look for it. ;)

We just relaxed all day - untill my friend picked me up at 7:30 pm. It was partay time !! <33
I did buy him a pressie though. A Dungeons and Dragons Game Master Guide somethingsomethingwhatever. xD I think he liked it.
Anyhow. Party was a great success. Lots of people I didn't kow at all. Lots of people I know - and love. And a few psychos.
I think we broke 2 chairs and a sofa. xDD Poor Allan and his mum. (I didn't break anything though ^^)
Almost everyone left at 2 am. /: And at 3 am the remaining people kinda went to sleep.
But we were like 5 people holding the fortress at 4 am. xD I was soooo tired - but I couldn't sleep. And I was starting to get hungry.
So I decided to drag my friend Knut out to buy some food.
He told me we'd have to go far - but I didn't giva damn. xD
At 4:30 we tried to find my shoes - who appearently have been stolen. Well. One of them atleast. xD I found one - and another shoe that kinda looks like mine - if you're drunk and have miniature feet - and so .. I wore those.

Imagine this :
Blonde girley - overly excessive makeup - hair looks like it's blown up 10 cm more than usual - One shoe on correctly - one shoe not pulled shut and far smaller than the other one - fishnet stockings (torn) - Black skirt - Coat and a sixpence.

xDDD That was me walking for 2 (!!) hours in freeezing cold weather (probably -3/-5 degrees Celcius) just to get something to eat. xP

We decided not to return to Allans house - and so we went home to Knut and tired to sleep there. He fell asleep at once, but I was playing with his Warhammer figures. xDDDDD

Surday morning my friend Jørgen picked me up and drove me back out to Allans house to pick up the stuff we forgot last night. xD

And then I took the train home. <3

Now today - my wrist is sprained and I put some bandage on it, but it just looks silly. xD

Lovely weekend. ;)

aurfael @ 2004-11-04T11:09:00

2004-11-04T10:15:52Z

I haff decided to go home for the weekend.

I need some time with my RL friends, since some of my other friends decided not to like me anymore.
Yes - I cared. Untill I found out that IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT !
I respect you - and your opinions. And I Was just stating mine. That it. End of fucking story.

Merf. I get mad just thinking about it. Dx -headache-

Anyhow. I'm going home this weekend. A friend of mine is turning 20. <3 Hoshit. That means I have to buy him a pressie ?! Dx

I'll do it later. o_O;;

Another friend of mine - Jørgen - is returning home for the weekend to. He lives in Trondheim. Faaaaaaaaar north. (He goes to school there.)
And so I'm meeting him here in Oslo tonight - cause he has 1 h to kill between the trains. <3 I'm looking forward to seeing him again.

And I will go shopping on Saturday ! I WILL!! <3 I just have to find someone to shop with. o_O;;

So there. Thats all I wanted to say.

aurfael @ 2004-10-25T09:24:00

2004-10-25T07:30:39Z

Harr.

Nobody comments on my LJ. ^^ I feel special. xP

There was a guy outside the store this morning, and he started yelling at me cause he "couldn't get through" but it was a huuuuuge gap on the other side.

Peoples stupidity amazes me.

But he took some photoes of me and the store and threatened to give them to the newspapers. ^^;;

I watched Moulin Rouge yesterday, before I went to sleep - it was very beautiful. <3 I got in a very very romantic mood - but when I went to sleep all I could think about was death. Very strange.

But I wasn't afraid or anything. I was given a "4 to 6 months" limit - and I would die in that time. And I was thinking about what I wanted to do.

I had the strangest dreams this weekend.

I dreamt my teeth were falling out, but only 4 of them. The ones in the faaar back of your mouth. xP And they were my baby-teeth. I had blood in my mouth and all over. So wierd.

And I also dreamt that I moved to a beach. ^^;;

Gah

2004-10-21T07:50:19Z

I'm in a really really strange mood.

Last night I talked to Brian, and suddenly everything turned out into a big fight with yelling and screaming (and of course me crying).

We sorted things out after a little while though and just hqad fun the rest of the night, and that made me realize how much I really really love him. <3 I don't know why we keep fighting eachother, but in the end it's always good, cause he knows ways to cheer me up, and I hope I manage to do the same to him. <3

Today I'm filled up with a whole lot of love, feels like my heart is flooding. xD

But then again - I feel that I look like shit - it's raining - and I feel lazy as hell.

It's so strange. ^^;;

I planned my Halloween last night btw.
Going "home" to my mum that weekend and spending some time with my friends. <3
Cecilie - Sandra and her german boyfriend Jonas and me (of course) are gonna stay home all Saturday - watch scray movies and drink lots and lots of wine. xDD I can't wait.

Last time I saw her boyfriend I laughed in his face the whole time. xP Bad bad first impression. I couldn't help it though. Cecilie told me that he was from Germany and that they had met on the Internet. It just sounded to typically me that I started to laugh and I couldn't stop it. xDD

HAppy Birthday Jamie !! <3 (If you read this) <3 Love you very very muchly. <333

-tada-

2004-10-18T12:25:39Z

I didn't bother with editing the last post - I just made a new one. xDD

As I said - there is a new guy here. He's just gotten back from 3 months of surgery and ilness thingys (I never actually understood what it was) and now he's gonna be spending his days with me from 11 am to 2 pm. It's nice, but then I won't be able to do the stuff I want to do (like surfing the web and shit xP), but he's nice so it doesn't matter. (:

Other work-related thingys: I get sooo much praise for beeing able to hold this store on my own for the last 3 months ! I'm kinda proud of myself. ;) My boss keeps telling others and me that I've done a great job and she wouldn't know what to do if it wasn't for me. xDDD -happy happy joy joy-

We have 2 really really freaky clients that pop in every other day. They NEVER buy anything !! One of them has these sunglasses - and he can just linger in the store for one hour - looking at books and stuff. He never asks me about anything - but he looks so creepy !
Imagine: He's a little taller than me (I dunno the american system thingys but if you find a converter I'd say he's about 1,90 cm) and greasy gray hair laid back with some sort of wax or something. He always wears sunglasses and some raggy clothes. He doesn't look that old - besides from the grayness in his hair - I'd bet he was about 40 - 50 years..

And there is the other. I think he has a mental problem (no offence) cause he keeps drooling. Dx And he's also in here just looking (and drooling) at the books. He often looks at our travel books and out atlases..

Strange people.

Back to myself xD

As I said - I've had a lot of problems with my net lately, one of the reasons I haven't been on. And I've tried to catch up with my RL friends (and making new ones ^^) alot lately. Hence - no Gaia or MSN for Aurfy.

Yet I feel really good ! I'm happy !! I'm gonna try to be more on MSN and AIM now though - cause I really really miss you guys. <3

Last friday : The event of a lifetime !! I went to see Slayer and Slipknot preform live in Oslo Spektrum (the biggest stage thingy in Norway ^^) and they rocked my heart out!!
I met my friend Cecilie at the train station after work and we went home to my place to get changed into some concert outfits. xDD Then we was supposed to meet my friends for dinner before the show, but we took so long getting dressed that we just skipped it (bad idea !!). We rendevouzed with my friends at the concert hall and went to rock !! ^^ I spent about (calculating: too much) money on buying beer and other neccities for good concert-ing. xD

After the show we stood outside in the rain - I had met som other of my friends so we were a bunch !! xD Cecilie - Åsmund og Erlend (two friends of mine from where I used to live) - Anders (he also comes from where I used to live, but he lives in Oslo now ^^) - Greger (one of my bestest friends from Oslo) and a friend of Gregers. We were trying to decide what to do next (since I'm under 18 years old - the minimun drinking age of Norway) but decided to try a bar. xD My three other friends left to go to sleep (poor bastars it was only 11:30 !!) so it was Me - Cecilie and Greger. (His friend left too)

We went to a bar called Tut og Kjør (sort of like honk and drive ^^) and they played ALL METAL MUSIC !! <33 I fell in love with the bar at once.

Later I found out it was a 20+ place, but he didn't ask me for my ID so I don't care. xDD

And we got really really really drunk all of us- Greger started to hit on Cecilie. Me an Cecilie danced - and got a lot (A LOT) of attention that way. ^^

We were even invited to a karaoke bar to hear some guy and his band play. xD

The rest of the weekend I spenttrying to recover. My neck still hurts and so does my legs. xD

Sorry for making a lot of stuff to read at once - I'm sure I'll get some comments that you didn't bother to read it all. xDD

I love you guys ! <33

o:

2004-10-18T08:44:00Z

I can't be on long - new guy at work.

Well .. Old guy coming back from surgery really. But he hasn't been here as long as I have been here and so.. Bah. I feel like the new kid again. Dx

Anyhow..

I went to see Slipknot and Slayer play in Oslo on Friday AND IT ROCKED !! <33

Then we went to a 20 + bar (^^ hey I got in!!) and got drunk as hell. I think I psent all of my moneh, but it was worth it.

I'm gonna edit this one with more details later - but roughly I had a GREAAAT weekend !! xDDD

(Oh and my net has been very very very fucked up lately so I haven't been on as much. I hope to fix that now. <3)

Happy happy joy joy !

2004-10-04T19:15:16Z

Though I'd update with some joyous news for once.

I found my purse!!

Turns out nobody stole it. Just hid it in the store. -_-;;

Anyhow. I got it back. Nothing stolen. <3 So I'm very very happy ! (:

And I went to my mum this weekend and got lots of new stuff and got to visit my friends again. <3 I missed them so much !!

I also went to see Shrek 2 with my friend and my little bro. <3 It was sooooo great ! xD

Hah !

2004-09-28T07:45:55Z

It's so FUCKING typical. -_-

I wanna crawl into a hole and die. I was up all night crying my brains out. I haven't cried like that since I was a baby.

Yesterday was bad. Really really bad.

I woke up and did not wanna go to work - I had the feeling something was wrong and I was afraid the day was gonna go sooo slowly. I wanted to stay in bed and never get out. I should have ! Dx

Well. I felt I should go to work anyhow - and so I did. Had alot of stuff to do so the day actually went by quite fast. When it was time for me to close and count all teh mullah and shit I realized I didn't have my purse !

I usually leave it behind the counter, underneat my jacket. My jacket was still there - but NO FUCKING PURSE ! I had my entire life in that fucking purse. Dx

I hate these druggies that walk around here. Fucking idiots. How dare they ?!

Anyhow. Got my ATM card blocked an my phone blocked and went to the police to report it missing/stolen. Fucking retards. I spent 20 min trying to get a hold of my mom or dad cause "You are under age and blah blah blah"! I can LIVE on my own. I can have a BABY if I wanna. But I can't report my OWN things STOLEN without my PARENTS knowing ?!

And when we finally got through that horrible hour (I hate talking to the cops - brings back a lot of old memories ... I fucking hate cops .. Dx And doctors .. ) me and my boss (Yeah she went with me to the policestation) went to this restaurant where the norwegian publishers Cappellen had a bookmeeting. I was so not in the mood - but I felt I had too, and I got free food so. And free books. Yay ! "The crimson petal and the white" is one of the books I got. I have been wanting to read it forever so yay ! xD

One up side to the day and a million downs.

So when I got back to my apartment I had to talk to my uncle to get new keys - and my mom had asked me to call so I did. And I got yelled at. And she got pissed at me for beeing so reckless with my stuff. IT WASN'T MY FAULT ?!

But I got my keys - went to my apartment and got on the computer.

I have to apologize to all my friends who were talking to me last night.

After about 30 minutes of explaining to EVERYONE what had happened my net fell out. And then I was so pissed that I didn't care. I just turned off my comp and went to bed. And cried and cried... T__T

Woke up this morning. I now have 6 kroner (less than $1) to live on. I have to go home on saturday. I have to beg someone for money.

I should not live on my own. Someone is telling me that it's not the right time. Everything bad is happening to me - it's just to prove me wrong and make me move in with my mum again.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Oh. And when I woke up. My eye was swollen. MY FUCKING RIGHT EYS IS SO SWOLLEN I CAN'T SEE !!! And they stole all my makeup so crying is a BAD idea. .. I look like hell. And my throath is so sore. And I have no money to buy throath medicine thingys with.

My fucking live. It's gone. I wanna die. Dx

Isn't it strange ..

2004-09-21T10:37:04Z

.. How I seem to write a lot when there is a lot of negative stuff going on and then when everything goes ok, I seem to forget to tell you.

Well seeing as how you are gonna get a crooked view on my life anyhow why not just let me complain more. This is more a way of me letting myself know whats wrong than letting you guys out there know it.

But as you can probably understand - because I am actually writing again - I am down. Again.

Update for the last week:

I went to work on wednesday - felt actually quite all right and went to bed early. Nothing wrong at all. But when I woke up on Thursday I had the worst headache ever. My entire head felt clogged up and I had pain from my nose to my ear and behind my eye to my forehead. I was so aweful - and yet I went to work. Once I got there I was ordered to find me a doctor and to see him as soon as possible - and go home to sleep. Yay. Why did I even bother to get up ?
So I got a doctors appointment later the same day and went home to bed. I hate doctors. I hate strange doctors. I hate doctors at all. So I went to the office with feelings of hate and headache mixed - banged my head on a clothes-rack once I entered the door and got an even bigger headache. Yay ! I'm so good. -_-
The doctor told me to stay in bed over the weekend and seeing how I had Monday off it meant no more work untill Tuesday.

I went home - to my bed - and I have barely moved since then.

Satuday my grandmother stopped by so I had to clean up the mess my apartment is. I had absolutely no energy left. She took my damn computer with her - cause she was going to visit my mum - so that my dad could take a look at it, and later the same day my dad IM'ed me and told me he'd fixed it.
I feel like such an idiot.

I haven't gotten my computer back, and I had to delete my entire C drive so I lost a millionbillion small programshit that I wanted. I wanna cry.

Anyway. The rest of the weekend went rather well. I went out to the store (about 5 minutes back and forth) and stayed in bed the rest of the time. Watched a lot of TV and stayed on the net all the time. If I haven't fried my brain yet I bet I will soon.

Monday - I went to sleep at 5 or 6 am on Sunday after talking to Christian (my new friend) and Brian (Pogo) all night and woke up around 3 or 4 pm the next day. Bad idea, but I didn't care. I had totally forgot I was going to work on Tuesday.

Anyhow - day goes as normal: slow. I watch tv, try to talk to people on Gaia, get pissed at my net for kicking me out all the time .. The usual. Until night time. My head still hurts cause of the illness but I'm getting better - although I'm easily annoyed.
I'm talking to Brian about everything and nothing - and watching my fav show on tv. Suddenly we get into an argument over a picture. (I won't tell about what the argument was - neet to know just ask me. It was just silly I think.) We fought and I cried in over 2 hours and I got really depressed. Christian logged on so I got some comfort there, but I didn't go to sleep until 2 am. Bad idea when you have work at 9 am.

Now I'm at work and very bored. Very sleepy and I can't stop thinking about the stupid argument and how it will affect us in the future.

I write too much so I think I will end it now. Hope nobody bothers to read this - it's just a waste of your time.

**update**
Talked to my mum at lunch - grandma is coming over as soon as I finish up at work, to deliver the computer back to me.
Now I have to shop and clean before she gets there.
I should be fucking superwoman !

New day - new stuff.

2004-09-13T19:54:28Z

It's getting to be a bad habit now.

I've had 2 things to eat in 3 days. Both times it was breakfast and bread.

I'm so scared of getting my disease back but I can't seem to work up and appetite.I need to get back to work and do stuff, maby I'll be houngry then.

Other news - I got the cd from my dad today but my puter still won't work. I hate that damn thing soo much right now. Dx
I wish there was something I could do, or UNdo, to fix it but NOOO. Dx

Now I can't play NWN - my back is fucking with me cause I have to lay down all the time.. And I won't eat.

Fuck me.

Sometimes I wish I had someone around to take better care of me than I manage.

I should have cleaned my apartment and put a LOT of clothes in the washer, but I never manage to get myself together long enough to actually do something. Fuck.

I like that word.

FUCK!

Kthnxbai. I'll go to sleep now and to work tomorrow I hope.

Night

2004-09-11T23:30:28Z

This day has gone better than I expected. With just this laptop and my tv I actually made it through the day.

Worst part was when I had to go to the store. It's only 10 minutes away, but when I got there I was totally worn out. But I got food. Thats the important part. xD

Speaking of food. I've eaten twice in the last two days. 24 h apart. .. I think it's getting back to me. The damn eating disorder. I can never keep it under control for a long time. Hope I manage to eat some more tomorrow to prove myself wrong, but it all comes back up again. It might just be the sickness though. We'll see.

My net keeps on disconnecting though. I manage to get by with a million disconnections per hour.

Had a long interresting talk with a guy named Christian today. Really sweet guy. And I got to know him a lot better. It was fun.

I think I keep ignoring my friends. I'm watching televisjon but having MSN on, and then people talk to me, and I reply but only once in a while. I hope they understand, but I feel really lousy at times !

Sick!

2004-09-11T10:10:32Z

There was no movies for me last night. Dx

I went on the bus after work and I felt really really bad. So I fell asleep and woke up, 3 min before my stop is, feeling only worse. As soon as I entered the door to my apartment I fell onto the bed and fell asleep again.
Woke up of the doorbell. An African lady stood outside my door with a sign saying "I have no money, but would you like to buy my stuff?" GAH!?
What do you think ? I'm dead sick, feeling feverish and headace to the max,just woke up, having to go down 2 floors. I DIDN'T ACTUALLY BRING MY WALLET THEN DID I?!

I was so mad. And she disturbed my sleep. I swear I could kill her then.

But I was awake so I went up to my apartment again and laid in my bed watching tv for a while. Nothing was on, I just had to do something.

I called my friend, the one I was gonna see Shrek 2 with, and told him why I wouldn't be able to make it. He was kinda dissapointed, but he said we could catch up later. So.. Bleh. All alone and sick I wanted to start my computer to play a little Neverwinter Nights, or go on Gaia or something.
But wouldn't you know it. My computer won't work !

I start it and it just gets this stuupid screen with "the file ** is corrupt get the win XP setup cd and re-install it".
FUCK YOU!
I don't have that cd. Dx

So I got my laptop out from under my bed, where it's doing it's purpose as a giant dust collector, and started to locate all my friends in the area. None had the fucking CD.
I call my dad, and he says he could send it to me through mail, but it will take a while. Dx
So my compy is fucked. I feel sick as hell and my net keeps falling out of my lappy cause it's in a really bad spot (I have w-lan). Dx

All in all. Not a good day.

Again ?!

2004-09-10T12:46:12Z

Yes again. xD

Whii. I've gotten a kick out of this.

I'm done with what I _have_ to do at work today. And Gaia doesn't seem to work well with this computer, so I decided to tell you all a little more.

One eventful day ? xD

I got a call a little earlier from a friend of mine visiting Oslo for the weekend, so now I'm booked for a movie tonight ! Whiiiii.

Shrek 2. I think it's pretty good. <3

I'm so sleepy ! Dx I feel like I can fall alseep over the keyboard any second now ! But I can't go home and sleep. Cause when I get home .. (only 2 more hours now !!) I have to fix some food - play some Neverwinter Nigths and go out again cause I'm meeting my friend !

Merf.

I hope I catch the bus home today. If not .. I don't know where to sleep ! Dx

End of ranting, hope you had fun. xP

Thought I'd just ..

2004-09-10T07:50:02Z

I'm so hooked on the game Neverwinter Nights. It would rock my balls if I had any.

Sitting at work. Gaia won't seem to work for me so I thought I'd add some random gibberish here.
I sux.

If you are wondering why my english is so bad, it's cause it's a second language, and not a very good one.

And I hate grammar rules. I think I might start a riot against grammar.

I should be able to speak like this if I want to!!

First one..

2004-09-10T07:32:54Z

Okey.

Gonna try to keep this as my journal for real. I don't have the most exiting life but I hope I'll catch someone's eye with this.

A little info first:
I work in a bookstore in the city where I live. Oslo.
I love working in the bookstore, nothing I would rather do, but it gets tiresome some times and, of course, a little boring.
I live in my own apartment about 20 min away from the city center (With subway - by car it's probably 5 min. xD)
I chose to live alone in my apartment and not get a roommate, cause I like to be alone sometimes. I have friends nearby so if I am in the need of human contact I can always go to their places.

I chose to move out at such a young age cause I was sick of my family issues, and I got a very good job offer here, so I took it.
My home town is about 2 h south from here, with train. I try to visit my family once per month, just to keep in touch.
I miss my brother the most. /: